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How to be a loser 101   
03:17pm 27/07/2005
 
mood: bouncy
WRATH:

1. Who did you last get angry with? robert


2. What is your weapon of choice? fists


3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? yes, if they deserve it



4. How about of the same sex? hell yeah, if they deserve it


5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? robert


6. What is your pet peeve? being ignored


7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? ill pretend to let it go, but secretly hold a grudge for a loooong time

SLOTH:

1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? listen to my parents

2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? 6 pm



3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: Party Eric


4. What is the last lame excuse you made? "i was checking to see if you still had skin on your arm.."



5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? yes sir



6. When was the last time you got a good workout in? last time at the Y with liana



7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? none, fuck actually even having the alarm clock on



GLUTTONY:

1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? vanilla latte or chocolate java chip frappacino!


2. Meat eaters: white meat or dark meat? both



3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? 16 beers 5 shots of vodka 4 jello shots. bad night.

4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? no


5. Do you have an issue with your weight? of course i do


6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? all of them



7. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "LUNCH!"? ew..no

LUST:

1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? 5



2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)? 3


3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? yeah..my bad

4. Have you "done it?" ..what is "it" exactly?



5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? arms and chest..and butt..aww how cute.

6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? yeah. long story.



7. Have you ever been tested for an STD? nope.


GREED:

1. How many credit cards do you own? none



2. What's your guilty pleasure store? anywhere that sells anything..



3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? shop, a lot



4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? rich


5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? yeah


6. Have you ever stolen anything? yeah


7. Five things that you would never give up? friends, food, retail, love, and music



PRIDE:

1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? not being techincally arrested yet.. when everyone around me is going down..


2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? that im going back to school. whatever, they suck anyways.



3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? i would love to have the most fun that i could possibly have before i die.


4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? yeah. nobody remebers 2nd


5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? yep


6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? yep


7. What did you do today that you're proud of? i havent done anything today. except get out of bed.


ENVY:

1. What item (or person) of your friend's would you most want to have for your own? ashleys purses..


2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with? brittany murphy in uptown girls


3. If you could be anyone else in the world for a day who would you be? robert. no question


4. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? yeah i wish i had an all over better body and face


5. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? to not get in trouble constantly



6. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? pride and gluttony
 
     

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Otherwise   
08:36pm 22/05/2005
 
mood: numb
Im wondering why we cant be like every other couple. Who seem hoplessly in love.

Its the little things that i notice that leads me to belive that i am more into this than he ever will be. Why cant i make him miss me. Or profess his love for me. Im not used to this very fridged type of relationship. He needs to be open. FUCK. It drives me crazy. Im gonna talk to him about it. Otherwise, i cant do it, i feel very unwanted.

<33
 
     

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i heard no one likes her   
09:57pm 25/04/2005
 
mood: calm
poor chad was sick tonight

i too care of him, i have definatly repaid him for when i was sick. we are now offically even.

i went to boot camp and such, it wasnt as bad as i expected but i had an ephifany,im gonna be nicer to my parents and chill out. i mean they are in control of me for the next year and some months.

6 months is in 8 days! boy, i love him.

<33
 
     

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Update Journal   
07:33am 19/04/2005
 
mood: content
wow its been forever and a day, since ive written in this.

6 months is coming up 13 days! this is monumental for me. everyone should shower me with gifts and such. or maybe il just get really lucky and get to see my baby.

Im wearng ashleys clothes right now. I feel just like her, how special. I just stole avanilla coke (to cool for school)

<33
 
     

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08:00am 12/02/2005
 
mood: peaceful
im grounded for 2 weekends.. gay damn it.. because i was "10 minutes late" which i wasnt.. we almost got in 6 wrecks doing mad crazy driving so that i could get home on time.. we tried..and according to roberts car i was only 5 minutes late.. god damn it we should have taken a left on aloma.

i saw a huge ass party get broken up around 11:30 on aloma tho.. it was crazy!

i love him
 
     

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10:40am 06/02/2005
  here are the facts:

- i have the best boyfriend ever.
- i love him more than anything.
- i love music, almost as much as i love robert.
- i wish he knew..me...give it time, the real me will come out? possibly bad, possibly good.
 
     

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*moowah x3   
09:27am 23/01/2005
 
mood: mellow
I loooove him

<3
 
     

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NEW YEAR!   
12:58pm 01/01/2005
 
mood: bouncy
A B C... 1 2 3

A is for age: 16

B is for boyfriend: Robert

C is for career in future: Club Owner or Bartender

D is for dead person you would like to meet: Sid Vicious

E is for essential item to bring to a party: BEER!

F is for favorite song at this moment: Vice Versa- Pastor Troy

G is for guys/girls you've kissed: lets not start all that

H is for hometown: Hunstville, Alabama

I is for idiots you know: haha lets not start that either

J is for joke you know: Why did the chicken cross the road?
To Get To the other side

K is for Kiss: I like to kiss my boyfriend :)

L is for likes: Getting drunk, shopping, having a good conversation and sushi

M is for most memorable moment: wild weekend

N is for the number of friends: i dont count..thats stupid

O is for overnight hospital stays: none..

P is for phobias: darkness and monsters

Q is for quote you like: "all is fair in love and war"

R is for relationship that’s lasted the longest: aj about a year..give or take a couple of weeks

S is for sexuality: straight.. that means i like boys

T is for time you woke up today: 2 pm

U is for unique traits: this freckle on the inside of my right hand..and a lightning bolt scar on the top my left hand (its like cheap harry potter)
 
     

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heartbreaker.. im addicted to you   
10:24am 22/12/2004
 
mood: awake
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
01. Liana
02. Elle
03.

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
01. CrazyKitty8975
02. xxAntixHeartxx
03. xAngelxEyesxx

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01.hair
02. eyes
03. nails

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
01. butt
02. skin tone
03. face

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
01. cuban
02. ???
03. Cherokee

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01. Boys
02. Car parts
03. math
THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
01. alex
02. feet
03. headaches

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
01. darkness
02.
03.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
01. Lip Gloss
02. purse
03. laughter

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
01. pink tank top that has the name.. gus.. on it
02. blue and white basketball shorts
03. a hippie bracelet

THREE THINGS ON YOUR DESK:
01. computer
02. phone
03. mail

THREE THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST:
01. bro
02. k
03. nigga

THREE PEOPLE YOU SPEND TIME WITH (at school):
01. Ashley
02. Jennifer
03. Kevin

THREE PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME WITH (out of school):
01. Liana
02. Robert
03. Parents..

THREE THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
01. Play Guitar
02. sing
03. keep my nails from not chipping

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
01. being with friends
02. music
03. clubbing

THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
01. robert
02. ashleys mom to chill the fuck out
03. $1000

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
01. Wedding Planner
02. Club Owner
03. bartender

THREE PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
01. Bali
02. Hawaii
03. Italy

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
01. Sky Dive
02. become a better person
03. become sucessful
 
     

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wha wha wha wha wha!   
06:36pm 16/12/2004
 
mood: devious
Im The Original
 
     

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She tried to hide the whiskey on her breath   
09:51pm 13/12/2004
 
mood: irritated
im not grounded..

i wanna have a good itme.. but keep it under control..

i will now try and invest in some self control.

not all sXe.. cuz thats just not me. haha that rhymes.
 
     

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Dont start a riot   
11:03pm 06/12/2004
 
mood: stressed
christmas is coming, im broke, so that in turn means im screwed. god damn it.

so im gonna go all sXe... a little bit at a time..only during the week..starting after this week.. weekend..

this is gonna be harder than i thought..

wish me luck


<33
 
     

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12:14am 03/12/2004
 
mood: sad
okay so uhm, one month today

i sorta ruined everyones night too.. i feel like crap about it. erg, everyone is gonna be a little mad at me. i suck. grr.

so i have alot of stuff due at school in a fee hours. and uhm i didnt do any of it at all. so thats even gayer. ill be sitting at home by myself tomorrow while my parents go out to dinner or something. what a crappy day. its only 16 minutes into the day and it already sucks. me and robert arent even talking, yeah sure we are on the phone but who says u need to talk when u are on the phone? well nvm we just hung up. *sigh*

what a sucky day, i hope it shapes up, maybe ill go out and do something tomorrow.. i dunno.

so much for that god damn horoscope. i dont even want to go to school tomorrow. i dont have to go if i really dont wanna. i mean seriously what are we gonna do on a friday.. nothing.

i cant sleep either. god damn it.
 
     

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im home..   
08:51pm 27/11/2004
 
mood: blank
Have you ever:
• kissed someone: Yeah
• gotten drunk: HELL YEAH!
• worn rainbows: when i was like..3...
• talked on the phone for over 3 hours: yeah.. i do that almost everyday
• left the country: no :'(
• had a party with over 30 people: yeah...
• taken nude pictures: uhm..no
• stolen something: yes
• caught something on fire: yeah.. pyro here
• cheated on someone: yeah
• wanted to cheat on someone: no
• asked someone out: yah
• been dumped: Yah
• dumped someone: yeah
• had a dream, then the next day it happens: yeah

Last person:
• you touched: my brother
• you talked to: ashley
• you hugged: my mom
• you kissed: robert
• you instant messaged: ashley
• who broke your heart: lets not talk about it

Info about yourself:
• what is your birth name? Liana Marie East
• do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? yeah.. <33
• how tall are you? 5'5".
• shoe size?: 9
• brothers/sisters? half brother/sister: One brother [Alex] two half brothers [ chris and matt]
• job? No

In the last 48 hours:
• cried?: no
• missed someone?: very much..
• yelled at someone?: Yeah
• changed your underwear?: Yeah..
• drove somewhere?: No
• talked to someone on the phone?: Yeah
• been online?: Yeah
• smiled?: Yes
• had sex?: no
• kissed someone?: No
• hugged someone?: Yes

Have you ever:
• been in trouble with the police?: yeah
• hit someone?: yeah
• betrayed a friend?: yeah, i felt like shit about it
• played strip poker?: No
• skipped school?: Yeah
• shot a gun?: no
• dyed your hair?: yeah
 
     

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You know you do, you kill me well   
08:10am 19/11/2004
 
mood: devious
So uhm i went out last night. and now im grounded for the weekend. but thats okay! cuz what was i gonna do this weekend anyways? its all about next week. at least im not grounded from the phone and computer.

today im feeling like i should make a lot of trouble.. hmm ill see what i can think up.

i did my life managment homework. go me. there should be a celebration.

my hair is being a bitch. i woke up late and im hungry as hell. i need money too..

last night after i got home wasnt that great either, but its okay cuz i say it is basically. god i hate it when ppl match on purpose and think its cool, i would definatly spill something on someone who wore the same thing as me. drama free kinda is difficult, theres nothing to think about or dwell on. but i can always think about him, its not a last resort or anything like that. I have no problems.. haha i love saying that.

*xoxo*
 
     

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she put the bottle to her head.. and pulled the trigger   
04:59pm 14/11/2004
 
mood: drunk
im bored..

i miss my baby
 
     

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he can make fuckin up look cool   
05:15pm 12/11/2004
 
mood: energetic
today i went on a feild trip, it was sorta sucky then me and keri got away from the group, it got better after that. we had so much fun out on our own. cuz our chaperone sucked (thank god we acted like bitches until he kicked us out of the group)

i got a ring cutomized..it has this:

</3 ...carved into it its awesome Love, Me
 
     

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06:40pm 02/11/2004
 
mood: chipper
funkypunkin2250: u n liana should be like regulars at my house
funkypunkin2250: like once a week
funkypunkin2250: lol u 2 r fun
funkypunkin2250: n its so cute how liana talks
funkypunkin2250: n how energetic u r
funkypunkin2250: cute in a funny way
funkypunkin2250: she sounds like a canadian lol


haha awesome
 
     

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Happy Halloween   
05:22pm 31/10/2004
 
mood: cheerful
IM OFFICALLY UNGROUNDED



Love Me
 
     

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someday i will be free   
10:03pm 25/10/2004
 
mood: loveable
so i got regrounded from the phone

im trying to get a job. but my mom refuses to help with that

i love my daddy

my momo can suck at times...but she has her moments


*sigh*sigh*
:)

<33
 
     

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